Suicide… The moment of living death experience…

We, the humans are, are beings of FEELING….

We are what we FEEL. Feelings are the realities of a person’s EMOTIONAL PERSONALITY…

The more a person can live from the depths of his existence, the more emotional his approach to his own life becomes…

Emotional people live their lives directly from their hearts, without having any interference of their minds..

They live their lives from one event of an EMOTIONAL INVESTMENT, to another event of emotional investment. And this is why, they always experience life, very intensely…

Coming to the topic…

Suicide is one of the worst happenings and even the greatest tragedies, that can ever happen to a human being. According to me, it is an experience of MOMENTARY LIVING DEATH…

In the past, people used to quote that, “Suicide is a coward act..”. But slowly many are understanding that, ” Suicide is not an act of coward, instead it takes a great courage to face it..”

I too agree with the view, “Suicide is a courageous act..”. But moreover, unfortunately, what even more makes me sad is, my realization that, it is not only a courageous act, but also the act of KIND HEARTED too..

Only an extremely kind hearted and sensitive person, can only commit suicide..

Just imagine…

How much sensitivity it takes, for a person to hurt himself(not someone else) in the most brutal way, even at the moment of dealing with such horrible pain within…???

What it takes to self impose the whole weight of the world on oneself..???

What it takes, for a person, to totally and brutally turn against himself..???

What it takes, for a person to lose hope in himself, at the very core of his existence…???

I was very deeply and immensely disturbed by the suicide incident of Sushant Singh Rajput, a Bollywood actor…

I still remember the way my heart pounded the moment, I got aware of this news…

I loved watching Sushant Singh Rajput, playing the role of M.S. Dhoni, the former Indian cricket team captain, on screen in the film “M S Dhoni, the untold story..”

I still remember, each and every expression of Sushant in that film. I was cherished each and every moment in the movie theater, getting an experience of the life story of, one of my most favorite personalities, the Mahendra Singh Dhoni…

But, it is totally unfortunate, to witness the demise of such a talented and enthusiastic actor, very early and that too in this most horrible manner…

From the last few days I have been watching, some of the old speeches, interviews etc., of Sushant Singh Rajput on social media…

Watching them, what I have realized is, Sushant was very active, enthusiastic and even a very kind person. He was well read, futuristic, spontaneous and even a dreamy guy…

I have sensed, how colorful his dreams might be, inside his head, based on his external behavior, spontanity and restlessness…

He was a man with great visions, colorful dreams and even a tremendous creativity..

And that is why, I believe, he was very sensitive and kind hearted…

Creativity has a lot to do with sensitivity and kindness…

So, with a heavy heart, I again repeat what I have realized out of this incident…

” Suicide is not only a courageous act, but it is an act of a kind heart too…”

Whatever might be the reasons behind this tragedy, according to me, the world has lost a great human being in the name of Sushant Singh Rajput…

A great human being was lost in the most inhuman way…

We are sorry HUMANITY….

Thanks for reading till the end…

Yours ………

One of the many…….!

Published by Manojava Krishnaiah @Manoj MK

Extremely Free-spirited.. An evolving Soul.. And a being of Experience...!

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